another ja rule diss.. this time dre's involve.. straight up gangsta shit..
'...you niggas aint even got a car
you're so far under my radar
I dont even know who the fuck you are
To tell you to suck my dick while im pissing
I dont even listen to ya shit
to know who the fuck im dissing
and media just feeds into these feuds
trying to add fuel to the fire
this little nigga Ja Rule
talking about hes gonna slap me
nigga please you gotta jump
and swing up to hit me in the knees
I laugh at these magazines when they interview em
all they doing is making fake threats to us through em
ya pussy ya not Pac i knew em
Pac was a real nigga, you just a fucking insult to him
its too bad, we had a fall out before he passed
because if he could he see this shit now
he'd be whoopin your ass
you're talkin to a pioneer who engineered this shit
for nineteen years who ya got in ya ear Ssssss (Suge)
I aint even gotta say it, the fans know
quit trying to be tough nigga,
you look like an asshole '
obie...'i put you in a hospital thats how i get at you
let the doc op on you he dont rid you
you back on them streets
i send another hit at you
this is not a hypocritical issue
i will critical condition ya tissue
give a fuck if you bring all ten of them with you
i throw an extra ten of them missiles
turn gangstas into gentleman fickle
and ever since Eminem dissed you
i swear i see the woman and bitch in you
all this bickering back and forth over who signs who
curtis pull ya skirt up ya got murdered
now take it like a man and shake it off DAMN
and quit tellin all these magazines ya plans
how you gonna slap up my man, ya fictious
nigga we'll send stan to come murder ya bitches ..'
thats just straight up SWEET..

Bench: Tyronne Lue, DeClerqc, Garrity, Hunter, Bogans(rookie from Kentucky)
ReConfuciousReConfuciousWish I could rip through
And stop listenin to the Do's n Don't
Im losin hope
Abusin smoke
But dope is jus the hope that I
Jus use to cope with uncertainties
with what hurts to me.
with what I dream to spit verbally.
Herb and Me.
is like a rightful match yo, perfectly.
Don't you hate the silences?
Don't you hate the vitamins?
That give u nervous side effects?
ReConfuciousintensely tripping cause i had to open my stupid mouth and tell john that its time to bail, and then on our way out the twins gets a table? remember that god awful night that kept me up for two days! well, i got over it. and i said to myself that NOTHING of that nature would happen again. so whats my point youre asking... well today me, my sis, and my bro went to go see a movie... ya know, spend some quality time wit the fam.. anyways.. we saw bad boys 2... so we were sitting there.. i was trying to make up some rhymes in my head.. just minding my own biz.. then i look up and guess whos right in front of me...THE TWINS... looking extremely good i might add...BUT.. they went to watch how to deal by mandy moore... NOW AINT THAT A BITCH... i HAVE BEEN WANTING to see that movie so bad since yesterday.. and for some fucking reason i decide to go see bad boys.... this is getting annoying! oh and i found something out a couple of days ago.. shes taking chemistry... CHEMISTRY!.. my counselor told me to take that for the summer buit instead i took a stupid speech class... what the hell is going on here! please tell me its just me.. please tell me god aint fucking wit me... seriously.. now i know ur thinking.. 'What happened to that girl at work this fools been talking about non-stop since he met her?' well.. i come to realize that its impossible for me and her to hook up.. shes seeing somebody, and shes 21.. i cant even get in a bar!.. and im like totally buggin on getting an i.d(which my sister will supply me by the way) i mean think about it.. even if we do hook up.. its not going to work.. shes going to wanna go to bars and hang out and go clubbing.. and i cant do that shit. im still 20!!!!and i know shes not going to want to go play put-put golf instead of going to bars..its just complicated.. im willing to try if chance stumbles in.. but i highly doubt it.. .. i mean, i think the reason why i felt like that towards her was cause.. shes easy to talk to, shes pretty, shes nice, and oh iunno.... shes everything i like in a woman.. plus it took me 3 years to open up wit misty.. wit her it took me 2 fucking hours!.. if u think thats nothing then u trippin... anyway... im just going to play the cards i been dealt... i hope she knows what shes missing tho.. i might be broke as hell, i might not have the best vocab, i might not be 21, but i sure do know how to treat my girls..i wont deny it tho.. i still feel something for her, and i still feel something for the twin.. now i know ur saying 'what the hell is ur problem feeling two girls at the same time' well... i got the answer thought of while watching the movie... one of them I REALLY LIKE... one of them i THINK i like just so i cant forget about the other one... now the only problem is.. i have to figure out which one i really do like...girl from work who i keep writing poems to and keeps talking about but has a boyfriend or twin who i cant seem to get a hold of...u know whats funny.. here i am trying to figure out which one i really do like.. but the fact of the matter is.. i prolly dont have a bit of a chance with neither of them.. i sure know how to pick a girl to like dont u think...anyways.. ill tell you when i get it figured out.. like it matters..Epictetus'smiles like the sunrise.'
------------------------------>
When is enough enough?
When do you draw the line and say you've had it?
Two weeks ago? a minute from now?
Or do you bite your lip and go wit the flow.
It hurts.
It's something youve never felt before
And you cant do anything about it.
Not when shes living an illusion.
Where she thinks shes happy.
Shes content.
But why?
Why settle when u deserve better.
Maybe shes afraid.
Petrified.
Maybe she dont want to ruin somethin that could be real.
Over something that could be short lived.
Real?
Real like how i notice her dimples on her right cheek.
Real?
Real like how i notice she plays with her ring when shes feeling vulberable.
Real?
Real like he can stand being away from her for more than 5 hours.
When i cant get her out of my head.
If thats not real enough, i dont know what is.
But what do i know.
I dont want somone1 who'd leave someone for me.
Who does?
But you cant fix, something thats not broken.
and you cant steal someone who doesnt wanna be stolen.
Its a shame.
Its a waste.
Its frustrating.
That she cant realize.
That when she looks in his eyes.
Theres nothing but lies.
But until then i trifle.
Wear a mask.
Pretend im fine.
Sit on the bench and wait for the day.
Cause if shes really who i think she is.
Then shes worth the wait.
And thats enough for me.
Epictetusim still the same guy, laid back and non-techincal -
altho i have a target, altho i have my goals set -
how im going to get there i still havent sketched -
and i wont cause life should be a surprise -
i wanna go thru all the unknown pain and pleasure before i get my prize -
cause the sweet aint as sweet without the sour -
so i wont scour neither will i count the hours -
'fore i achieve the unachievable -
kinda hard for a guy like me.. cause people dont think im credible -
but its all up to 'da kid'.. the 5'11 hopeless romantic asian -
to show these people what the hell they missing -
i might not be a lot on the outside but on the inside im an asset -
just ask all my friends and family, girls i went out wit -
im the ideal friend, ask matt and he'll tell you who -
the guy helping him move back here in san diego, -
im the ideal brother, son, ask my family im a bubble, never bring trouble -
by myself im humble but wit them we got more muscle -
help my parents out for them i hussle together we go thru tussle -
im not showing off im bragging, but enuff of that quit all ur babble -
so for all the people who hates me and thinks im the worse -
its all good baby lets take all this to the courts -
for all the guys whos braggin about their girls and how they have some1 and i dont -
its not cause i cant get one its cause i wont -
im not like yall who just dates so id feel good about myself and my life -
im the type that respects, protects, and makes them MY life -
page 21 im about to write my conclusion -
this is geting too long.. this chapter has to end soon -
but it wont, not until im alive and breathing -
so intead ill give u this, a lil made up ending -
matt gets back and i meet a girl -
matt and i finds a job, and ill make her toes curl -
and if this aint enuff then scroll up and re-read this letter -
have fun, hope u live happiley ever after -
Epictetusmind is fucked
Crack lays on the mirror, he says 'Line them Up'
Always thinkin of average chicks, could not comply wit us.
But not me, for me a simple dime's enough.
I like to walk around high n tell guy's I'm tough.
I need to write this much
Gives me a violent rush
I need some hydro jus to find my vibe n BUST.
John, Im sorry that u must get pissed.
But the task is hard jus like tryin to fuck Ms. Hicks.
Cuz I know that u got demons that ur tusslin wit.
Jus take 1 big hit n tell them 'Fuck You Bitch!'
Hour later, ur sittin back lovin it.
You see James' beer, next thing u know ur guzzlin it.
You wind up wantin more weed jus for the buzz to stick.
You'll be amazed at jus how safe this muthafuckin drug is.
ReConfuciousReConfuciousBut I might jus, pull this back n bite the bullet.
Im jus full with
too much love, but I say thats BULLSHIT.
Cuz purpose is seeing
Purpose is in every human being
Purpose means releasing.
Purpose means to love life completely.
So this is for the time, the moment I go to face her
Im writin this with a pen and some cheap ass folder paper.
She's not in my life, but she's contained n feedin my mind
I hate this vibe
but for purpose I need to try.
ReConfuciousI lack the skill to face shit
I act jus too complacent.
But rap so that I can outlast the man Im facin.
ReConfuciousYou can be Run-D, you'll never beat the MC
I'll stop the alphabet at S and got it down to a T
I'm sure your bound to agree, a sweet MC crashes the spot
I'll make the roof hot like I was Rock Master Scott
Your ass forgot, so just in case you don't remember me
I'll run your brain around the block to jog your fucking memory
It's either them or me man, kill or be killed
You will and be sealed your casket closed you still gonna be billed
My facilities filled with fans, packed to capacity
I'll send a rapper back with the crack of his ass shitty
If he's acting soft and he cowers
He better come cleaner then Jay Rue jacking off when he showers
You flowers got no clout with a thing
You could date a stick of dynamite and wouldn't go out with a bang
I showered the slang, simple as A,B,C's
Skip over the D's and rock the microphone with E's
Dethrone MC's and I'ma max alone
Relax your dome like a solo from a saxophone
So facts are known, writers get treated with shocks
I rock a beat harder then you could beat it with rocks
I'm greeted with flocks, of fellow follower's singers
You couldn't make the fans throw up their hands if they swallowed their
fingers
But you can bring yours let's see what you got
But don't front and never try to be what you're not
Cause you can be quick, jump the candlestick, burn your back
And fuck Jill on a hill, but you still ain't Jack
ReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusmood
To buss sump shrewd but stay koo
And keep myself from bashin this Gay James dude (joke)
110 yeserday, the price of the plan went up
Maybe u should stop bein a fob and be a man for once.
Cuz procrastination's cool until it comes to credibility
Steadily it seems like ur smokin crystal methamphetamines
But like I said; I'll stay cool and keep my composure
It's like we playin poker
, but ur games is gettin older and older.
We jus lost cash, and gained a pound of glue
Cuz nows the moment of truth
to see if you will stick to and follow thru
This plan, It's all been talk and here's My word.
WE been talkin too much, CAN'T U SEE I'M GETTIN TIRED
Of this blah blah blah about what we gonna do when Im back
But Im sick of this crap, can't u see that TALK is minor?
We woulda saved alot of money instead playin stupid games
Who could blame John, at least he's gettin paid.
Shit, How much did You save?
Half ur check is gone?
Damn that pisses me off
Cuz all this talk all along is like its false, its not right its wrong
And if u really wanna do this, u'd be like us n give a lil sump up
U of all should know bullshit does not fullfill enough.
So word is bomb, I aint pissed bout this SD apartment shit.
Id guess Id be more confident if one would do his part in this.ReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousYou could give my lyrics like Christmas gift certificates /
So exquisite that it draws spirits. Conflicts wit laws of physics. /
Here's another cool one I made, it was sorta an advice to u when i came up wit it. Think bout it when u read it:
If you Live it, love it. Rub, kiss n hug in. /
If you Miss it, dub it. But if you can't, yo, fuck it. /ReConfuciousReConfuciousEpictetus
10)Danny Fortson - Legit NBA rebounder for 6 years. 0 years on a playoff team. Celtics made playoffs the year after he left. Now he's stuck as a bench warmer for the up-and-coming Warriors. Too bad they prolly gonna get rid of him b4 they make the playoffs. This guy's got all the reasons to beat yo ass to a pulp.
9)Dale Davis - The guy dosn't say a word, but he plays like a wife beater. Don't piss this silent but violent big man off.
8)Juwon Howard - Is notorious for his anger problem and his inability to restrain himself in altercations.
7)Ron Artest - This guy actually dosn't seem like that good of a fighter. The bad side of that though is that he's quick to start one with you.
6)Allen Iverson - Dosn't need to fight. He'll get one of his boys to buss a cap in yo ass.
5)Marc Jackson - If he had the skillz, he'd be the modern day Barkley. The guy throws elbows like it's nunchucks. And shows no remorse if he lands one on your grill.
4)Kenyon Martin - Simply the most violent athleticism you'll ever see in a 230lb body. Watch his highlight reels and you'll begin to feel sorry for the rim. At only 6'9, he's able to compete with the legit PFs in the league, not to mention hang with the Tracy McGrady swingmen.
3)Robert Horry - This guy is as heartless as they come. 'Accidently' punch D.Rob in the balls my ass. Don't piss him off cuz the game isnt interesting enough for him to resist fighting you. This guy is as street as can be. Would play a good villain in a movie, maybe a hitman.
2)Derrick Coleman - This guy's got a criminal record longer than his 6'10 frame. Do not set this guy off period. The biggest thing is, he aint afraid of anybody. He's one of the few that I dont think Shaq wants to fuck with.
1) Ben Wallace - .......Ben Wallace.......Ben Wallace.........HULK.........I should submit that nickname to kenny smith, I'll get mad props. Jus look at them damn arms. They are ridiculously long, so he's able to block alot of shots. If he punches u as brutally as he swatted Kenny Anderson's shot in 2001-2002 season........can you say 'Coma'? Or better yet, can u say 'Decapatation'?........This guy is absolutly the #1 player u dont wanna fuck with.ReConfuciousEpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfuciousReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfuciousReConfuciousIN YOUR FUCKING FACE!Epictetusso, heres the deal... i already lied to pat about friday so i could get the day off...and this friday is payday.. AGAIN.. another sacrifice im doing to make my parents happy.. but now im thinking if i should go or not wit them...do i stay home and go to work? or do i just stay home period and take friday off which is ok since i already LIED to my boss....OR do i go wit them...i got three options here... and i need a fucking REPLY from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAST!!!!!!!!
u know what... back to me being money greedy.... how is that possible? of all the money ive gotten.. the only thing i bought for myself was a car...and thats not a want ... that was a need.. i bought that car.. so i could give him my green car... cause we THOUGHT he was going to stay here... he dont even think about that shit i did for him.. and hes callin me arrogant when it comes to money? he needs to realize what hes doing...hes the fucked up.. not me... i cant wait till he goes back... i can finally concentrate on myself.. and me helpin my parents to get out of debt..
... i hate it when people only see you for all the wrongs uve done... they never see any right... i dont get it.. why do i have to be the bad guy... i aint bad.. im misunderstood...u know what.. sometimes.. i wish supm would happen to me.. and then i wish they could see this lil blog diary thing of ours.. then maybe they would know what i am really about.. but then itll be too late wouldnt it.. i hope i could just come up to them... give them all a printed copy of all the entries we have in here.. and say 'this is the reall me.. all the shit i been going thru.. i aint who yal think i am..im not evil.. its just that that what it may seem sometime... cause quite frankly.. thats what all yall want me to be'... and get this shit over wit.. cause i am sick of people judging me the wrong way....
its thursday now.. 12:27.. i still havent decided if i should go or not wit them...personally i dont want to.. not after what just happened.. but im just thinkin of how my parents are going to beg me to go, and try and get along wit my bro... its not a pretty site..to see ur parents askin u to try and not kill each other.. its like fucking abel and cain man... i wish there was an alternative where everybody would win.. but there isnt.. its either i sacrifice for my parents.. or i hurt them.. DUDE.. i need help!
The LORD is my shepeard; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
He leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
Thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
Psalm 23:1-6
if there is a God... please.. im only askin for one thing... make everything like it was when i was 5; Right.EpictetusEpictetusx about of days b4 I leave for SD. This is a tough time because I don't know when and how I'm gonna tell my parents that I am seriously leaving in August, very stressful.... I went to GNC to buy more stackers, and a sex enhancing pill bottle came with it, haha Ima try that ish..... My achilles' been f'd up for about 2 weeks now cuz I slipped and bent it back. I wanna go to the doc and get X-Rays..... I PRAY I PRAY I PRAY that I dont get a Grant Hillish diagnosis cuz I really wanna play at full strength. I can run perfectly fine, but when I jump, it's all f'd up. Anyways, save up some dough yo and keep ya head up and god bless...ReConfuciousEpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusHieght: 5'7 / Wieght: 170lbs
Shooting: 95
Dribbling: 90
Post-up: 75
Speed: 90
Leap: 85
Stealing: 80
Rebounds: 79
Blocking: 65
Stamina: 85
Passing: 75
Bolded letters are ones that will increase with conditioning (which Ive been doing for 3 weeks now)
1 on 1 Defense: 88ReConfucious
Shooting - 87
Dribbling - 75
Post-up - 87
Speed - 77
Leap - 85
Stealing - 80
Rebounds - 89
Blocking - 92
Stamina - 68 (damn smokes)
Passing - 70
Average: 81%EpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusFriday / But more like 'Wanna die' day/ Painful strains of aching migranes / When will I have it my way? / And this continent - when will I leave this region? / Get drunk so much that I don't realize that its bout to be the weekend. / Im seekin a fat blunt cuz my soul is weakinin / And pass it to others who do it for the same fuckin reason. / I can't cooperate with / this move here, fuck it, I can't tolerate Shit. / I fuckin hate it. Wish I could turn this hatred to a statement / And please get it across, I live for nothing / But my deepest aspirations is truly to DIE for something. / Willingly killing me, Im my own enemy / Find em' and then you'll see / The true me, the M-A-T to the T-H-E...W / Word to ya mother, LOOK WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU/ Plan ahead, but live for the moment. Cuz take it from my suffering. / It's not worth years goin down the drain over a notion of nothing.ReConfuciousEpictetusReConfuciousdamn i hope that doesnt happen, hope i find a new sort of amusement / like using other guy's trojans they used to fucked there girls with / thats sick, but my lifes sicker i need a stop from this crazy moments / grab ur dog away from me cause i just might bone it / or eat it / whatever the fuck ever / im filipino, and i dont got patience to endevour all this things and i like it simple / find a girl with tig ol' bitties and suck off her nipples / what a transition dont u think? that my rhyme turned from life to something violent / dont complain bitch u lucky im still rhymin using the same damn dialect / dont make me start bussin words u cant comprehend / cause for all u know its a warning that im about to fuck ur girlfriend / but back to life, whats the big fucking deal bitch? / its just like a game, it has a beginning, end, plus the glitch / some like it simple, some like it complicated / some just give up and dies, but some are dedicated / so whatever happens, its survival of the fittest / create ur own satisfaction, believe ur own fairy tales / cause if happiness is what ur after then its all in your head / create ur own fantasy, have a threesome on ur ex's bed / live ur life cause u dont know when its gonna end / in a minute, an hour, people die just like trends. Epictetussmoke / Lil do I know, I jus wanna prolongue the process / Jus wanna progress / Write some rhymez and jus watch me bomb shit. / Vent the hatred and anamosity I'm steamed n hot wit./ Yes I miss the girl / Yes Im pissed at the world / But listen good and jus let it be a lesson to learn / That no matter what life brings / Its like a mood swing danglin from the dark to bring bright things. / But yo, check this, please believe me / Have the decency, life is more easilyfeasible / Jus believe u could, search ya soul, see it, dig down deep n pull.ReConfuciousEpictetusBoth are better than Kobe. KG gets criticized for not taking over in 4th quarters. Tmac gets criticized for not bringing full effort on defense. Both have never been past the 1st round in their careers, despite KG in his 8th season, Tmac in his 6th. #1 vs #21. WAtCh this shiz!!! toniteReConfuciousReConfuciouspatience to absorb it/ You were born a mistake kid, you besta forfeit/ Im bored wit deez emcees, rate lower than court gester replacements.ReConfuciousEpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfuciousEpictetus man.. if only i have some1 to talk about this right now, just park outside the courts, late at night... smoke our asses off while talking about OUR dillemas... and then go home knowing that we havent solved any of them, BUT ITS ALRIGHT.. cause that SIMPLE talk, that we have shared, has given us some sort of assurance, that no matter what happens... well have a smoke buddy... if only.EpictetusReConfuciousEpictetusRenegades feat. Jay-Z.......Em's verse on American Phsyco feat. D12.......Em's 1st verse on Bad Meets Evil feat. Royce Da 5'9.........1st verse on Til I collapse.........1st verse on Without Me.......Em's verse on Love Me feat 50 cent, Obie.......Em's verse on Hell Bound feat Royce and some other Detroit rapper...........ALL THREE VERSES on Infinite (best)ReConfuciousEpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfucious5.5 out of 10 ReConfucious-big boi from outkastEpictetuspeace! in the middle eastEpictetusdisinfects
And twisting necks of rappers 'til their spinal column disconnects
Put this in decks and check the monologue, turn your system upTwist 'em up, and indulge in the marijuana smog
This is the season for noise pollution contamination
Examination of more cartoons than animation
My lamination of narration
Hits the snare and bass in a track for duck rapper interrogation
When I declare invasion, there ain't no time to be staring, gazing
I turn the stage into a barren wasteland...
I'm INFINITEReConfuciousEpictetusReConfuciousReConfuciousfeelin on yo booty by r.kelly. NOW tell me that was just a coincidence! cause it freaked me out, it was like this whole devine plan from heaven, and its like he was trying to communicate wit me thru my memories. then it came to me... i dont have to be sad, and/or i dont need no closure. past is past and i i aint never been the type of guy that would bawl over some unfortunate mistake ive done. thats just not me. so i started thinking if not that, then why did all this happen? its been months since ive thought about him/her. why now? then it came to me, and it was like me talking to myself i hollered and said this 'james man, whats wrong wit you, ur right past is past but dont disregard ur past experiences just cause it was something that you didnt like. dont let past dictate who youre going to be, but let it be a part of who you will become' POW right there and then, he..I was right, its like parts of my past i didnt like i disregarded even tho i knew it was wrong, i became a whole new person, and no, not in a growing maturing way.. by trying to push away those parts, i pushed away a part of me. i havent been me. denial is an easy thing, acceptance isnt. as one of my friend used to tell me 'shit happens, just deal wit the cards that you were dealt'. and thats what im GOING to do. Be me. THATS HOW i got to experience things wit her/him, and THATS HOW im going to experience new things. simply, just by being me.EpictetusEpictetusReConfuciousReConfucious'aol Hook Up Hangout 10 Free Hours' Download

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